there's this girl i have been in love with since i first laid my eyes on. i havent been able to stop thinking. i know i love her and yet i never really tried. i dont care if she reads this or not. i just wanna try. im tired of giving in so easy. i wanna try. some things are worth trying, why cant it be this one? i wanna write the longest entry i want to but not right now cuz i have to go back to the reserve for a few days. next time while i think what to say. try.